{"id":1861,"date":"2014-10-21T22:37:53","date_gmt":"2014-10-22T03:37:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/arseniclullabies.com\/wordpress\/?p=1861"},"modified":"2014-11-16T22:59:56","modified_gmt":"2014-11-17T04:59:56","slug":"heavy-is-the-head-that-wears-the-crown","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/arseniclullabies.com\/wordpress\/?p=1861","title":{"rendered":"heavy is the head that wears the crown&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/arseniclullabies.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/vmpx.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-large wp-image-1862\" title=\"vmpx\" src=\"http:\/\/arseniclullabies.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/vmpx-1024x768.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"630\" height=\"472\" srcset=\"http:\/\/arseniclullabies.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/vmpx-1024x768.jpg 1024w, http:\/\/arseniclullabies.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/vmpx-300x225.jpg 300w, http:\/\/arseniclullabies.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/vmpx.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 630px) 100vw, 630px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>You see that up there&#8230;I have been struggling to turn that into a two page story.\u00a0 That is dozens of pages of possible panels, camera shots, angles, backgrounds, figure and postures.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>I don&#8217;t even want to think about the man hours that are sitting there.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>Conventional wisdom is &#8221; get away from it for a while and come back&#8221;. I have found this doesn&#8217;t work well for me.\u00a0 When I am trying to solve a problem, leaving and coming back is like having a puzzle that is 75% done putting all the pieces back into the box and starting over.\u00a0 My brain has to start over with where everything needs to be and why and what didn&#8217;t work\u00a0 and why.\u00a0 What I am dealing with here is a problem. Not unlike a math problem..actually it is NOT like a math\u00a0 problem because then there would be one solution. What I have on my hands is a story that needs to be interpreted a specific way, and could easily be misinterpreted if the expressions and postures are not communicating to the reader in the way I want them too. <\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>This is my job&#8230;and I remember that I used to be good at it.\u00a0 More and more though I find myself lost in the tall weeds somewhere.\u00a0 There are a couple of possible realities here.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>1- i suck at my job now.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>2-I have gotten better and am using more sophisticated techniques and am head long into another learning curve.\u00a0 After all, getting a 90mph curve-ball over the plate is a lot harder than getting a 60mph curve-ball over the plate.<br \/>\n<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>3- I have a brain tumor&#8230;I have noticed that I can&#8217;t seem to type more than a few words without hitting the wrong keys, but I might have always been a crappy typist and am just noticing now because when you are struggling everything seems like a struggle.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>4- I forget who said this&#8230;It might have been Peter David, but I am not sure.\u00a0 &#8221; when you are struggling with a scene it is usually because you brain is trying to tell you the whole thing is flawed&#8221;<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>5-I am being overly critical and just need to draw the damn thing.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>I will rule out number 4, because this is a great story. I will cautiously rule out number 5, even though I have a tendency for that to be my problem,\u00a0 the panels that are giving me trouble are key to the whole thing.\u00a0 This isn&#8217;t me redrawing a building because it has too many windows, or redrawing a car because the front grill isn&#8217;t right.\u00a0 The things I am struggling with are important elements.\u00a0 The worst part is that this could be a really really good couple of pages.\u00a0 On my scale of 1 to 10 ( I have never given anything I&#8217;ve done more than a high 9) This could easily be an 8 or 9&#8230;those are hard to come by and you want to make sure you execute those solidly.<br \/>\n<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #800000;\">I&#8217;ve gotten a second opinion or two, the problem with that is you have to explain the joke in order for the person to know what the problem is..and once someone knows the joke they now have no better perspective than you do since the elements in question are the set up.\u00a0 If they know the end then they can&#8217;t for sure say if the set up lead them to that conclusion or if they got to that conclusion because you told them what the conclusion was already.\u00a0 Also I usually ask someone who knows a thing or two about illustration themselves, which makes their perspective even more questionable because it is not coming from an average reader.\u00a0 Their credibility may make them not credible.<br \/>\n<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>That last rambling sentence brings us to possibility no.6- I am cracking up.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>anyhow, before I get sent to a loony bin, I will be at the comic book convention in Milwaukee WI this weekend <\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><a title=\"http:\/\/www.fantasticonmke.com\/\" href=\"http:\/\/arseniclullabies.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/fantasticon-logo.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-1863\" title=\"fantasticon logo\" src=\"http:\/\/arseniclullabies.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/fantasticon-logo-300x187.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"187\" srcset=\"http:\/\/arseniclullabies.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/fantasticon-logo-300x187.jpg 300w, http:\/\/arseniclullabies.com\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/10\/fantasticon-logo.jpg 524w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #003300;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.fantasticonmke.com\/\"><span style=\"color: #003300;\"><strong>Fantasticon <\/strong><\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #003300;\"><a href=\"http:\/\/www.fantasticonmke.com\/\"><span style=\"color: #003300;\"><strong>oct 24-26<\/strong><\/span><\/a><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>This is my hometown, and some of you attendees may know me personally. I cannot stress enough, that while I am at the convention I am at work&#8230;don&#8217;t just come by and hang out.\u00a0 We can hang out later.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong><span style=\"color: #000080;\">&#8220;but you never hang out, you just sit in your office and swear at sketches that aren&#8217;t working.&#8221;<\/span>\u00a0 Hmm, that may be possible problem no.7 <\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\"><span style=\"color: #800000;\"><strong>Nah.<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>You see that up there&#8230;I have been struggling to turn that into a two page story.\u00a0 That is dozens of pages of possible panels, camera shots, angles, backgrounds, figure and postures. I don&#8217;t even want to think about the man hours that are sitting there. 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